Cameron has
feelings for girls not boys which has its own issues and her teenage years also
involve all the normal teenage issues; trying out for the swim team, going to
the Prom, getting a summer job etc. Her time on the swim team leads to meeting
Lindsey, who comes from a more liberal area and displays a confidence in her
sexuality that eludes Cameron. Cameron
lives in a conservative, Christian community and when her 'sins' are
discovered, she is sent to a Christian camp where it is hoped that she will
find their faith and turn away from homosexuality. Her frank account of time in
the camp feels very true, describing the schedule of activities, the one-on-one
counseling and the room inspections and many other rules. I thought this may be
a polemic against such places, but she comes to understand that the people who
run it are fully engaged in their belief system and well meaning. These are not nasty people but they have a
deep belief system that does not include gay people. For the teens who share
that faith, and therefore have much more of a struggle in trying to change
themselves, believing that their own natures are wrong, the camp is much more
confronting than for Cameron, who does not share the same faith and sees the
camp as just something to get through.
Cameron is
just starting to question whether there is any actual scientific basis for the
therapies they administer, or any evidence of their success, when a tragic
incident occurs, providing a trigger for the novel's ending. The camp does
provide a place for Cameron to think about who she is, to make friends and to
grow up. The supporting cast of teenage
characters are well imagined and well-drawn, their actions and reactions feel
real, their risk-taking believable, their care and compassion for each other
heartfelt and their life force engaging. The camp helps Cameron realize her
true self, it's just not the self they were trying to bring about.
Wendy
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